Kite flying in the Spring of 1968

I am ten years old
and it is time to fly a kite

For what small change
I can squeeze out from
the small slit of my fathers
plastic change purse
I can fly a kite

Running to Parade Market
I make a list:
Kite
String
Stick
Rags

My sense of pride grows
as my kite fly's higher and higher
with each tug of the
long white string

The Kite

The kite soared,
danced and tumbled,
Teased by an erratic breeze.

Tail up, tail down,
Not unlike the four year old
at the end of its string.

Mommy, she cried. Look!
The kite
is flying
me.

Conception

One conceived in ignorance

One conceived in trust

One conceived in love

Two conceived in lust

Child's Play

I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep
I want sleep, I can't sleep, I want sleep, I can't sleep

Trefoil Crown

will you take a walk with me
slow past the future
a ramble to an alternative universe
not yet hatched
sometimes it might be best to close your eyes
or cover your ears
but having been there and having learned the lessons of fear
i will hold your hand
i will sooth your brow
and when you want to scream i will say:
shush, shush everything is ok

will you take a walk with me
slow past the future

i am not scared she trumpets
the past
the present
the future
is my trefoil and i wear it as my crown

there is an ambulance wailing in the background
and as she runs down the street
away from me, just away from me
and holds tightly to her trefoil crown
she flashes out a thrill charged smile
at no one i can see

It's Time

          Counting hours, minutes
                                  A walk on a razor's edge
                    The birth of a child

Sidewalk Shrine

Someone has set up a sidewalk shrine
next to the pharmacy on Agua Fria Street

An Orphic Abuelita sleeps there every night
beneath crocheted blankets and handmade quilts
Teddy Bears and metallic balloons
sympathy cards, birthday cards
plastic flowers and real flowers
faded photographs
frozen tears
magical wishes
alleged confessions
false sympathy and
enough regret to keep her warm until morning

All this piled on top of one frail aged woman

                                          who dreams of flesh and blood

                                                          while lightly touching an empty yellowed cradle

Touch It II

Draped around a metal pole,

Tied like a scarf,
To ward off the morning fog,

A blazing yellow banner,

Signaling that yet again
Someone has gone too far.

A night of excess,

Mixed with a good dose 
Of insecurity and something to prove.

The shots were surprisingly quiet,

Easily mistaken for forbidden fireworks
Squirreled away for a special occasion.

But the dead young man

knew the difference,
Though it doesn’t matter much to him now.

It was weeks ago,

Yet the crime scene tape remains,
And my neighborhood will never be the same.

Touch It

Who will touch her scar and tell her 

it is pretty and "adds character" ?

Who will know how it got there

and what to do when it never heals?

These are soul scars

deep and depth charged

unfathomable to the naked eye.

Touched only by love

Pain lessened by empathy 

Touch it

Touch it

Touch it

what doesn't kill us will surely make us go mad

Scars

He picked at the scab.
Flakes, black and crusted
Fall away.
 
“That’s disgusting,” I said.
My stomach churns.
I don’t know why.
I know there are far worse things.
 
My mother always said
That picking scabs leaves scars.
This is a line in the sand.
It separates those who pick
From those who don’t.
 
I baby my scabs,
Cover and shelter them until
They are strong enough
To protect me, shelter me,
From the outside,
Until I heal,
Emerging from my cocoon,
Baby soft and new.
 
But there are those, you,
Who pick,
Who cannot wait
For healing.
 
You want it on your time
And you chisel away
At any reminder of past injuries,
Moving on
With only pale hollows
To remind you of where you have been.

Sucker Punch

April opened up like a punch in the gut

April is here old man,
April is here

Everything is changing and

the wind has blown your umbrella

inside out

Airborne particles will lull you with

Cherry Blossoms nearly crimson

and purplish Dutch Crocus

that keel and explode with color

Small tufts of sweet baby Chickweed

poke about between cracks 

in the glittered pavement

All signs of new life

All vie for attention 

All we need do is look

April is here old man,

April is here

Damn the torpedo's and full steam ahead

April

April is here
A third of the year has passed,
And I can’t tell you where it’s gone.
 
Each day breaks,
Crashing over me,
And I tumble endlessly.
 
Be here, now.
Be here, with the swell
Riding the crest, floating.
 
Oh, those days are as rare as the perfect wave.

Introduction: new blog contributor

I would like to introduce a new contributor to this blog. Her name is Toni Gibbs. She will be contributing along with me, Tru Dillon to this blog. As this blog has sat quiet for a few months (with many changes going on in life), we are eager to start writing.

Thanks for stopping by and reading our poetry.

Here, Now

The world didn’t end yesterday
I guess that’s good news
Nostradamus where are you?
we wait for the next prediction of doom
the rapture perhaps, good for some
but for the rest of us … not so much

“When will we ever learn” somebody asked.
never is my bet
we go on missing the obvious.
Life, it’s here, it’s now
But some day, some day
T he sky will indeed fall upon us all.

Again, forgiveness

 “Forgiveness means it finally becomes unimportant that you hit back.”
― Anne Lamott


How to forgive a Mother for dying too soon
How to forgive a Father for living too long
a brother for betrayal
a sister for neglect
The noisy neighbor who causes you to loose sleep

How to forgive your body for enveloping you in pain
How to forgive a friend who thinks you dont need one
the lover who leaves
the lover who never was
The child who quietly screams, they hate you

How to forgive yourself for believing it was true
How to forgive yourself for thinking it was all about you
No betrayal or neglect
No noise or pain

forgiveness   forgiveness   foregiveness

It is a daily ritual
done without ease
forgiveness 
again and again and again